In the beginning of September, we celebrated Angeline’s 17th birthday. It was the first time she, our youngest child, celebrated a birthday that we had not celebrated with either of the boys. Neither of them made it to 17 with us but Roderick made it just past 16. Those firsts are beginning to be rare, well maybe not though if we consider this a first then almost everything that Angeline will experience from now on, graduation etc. will be a first so maybe this wouldn’t really be considered a first but it meant something all the same.
Last Easter I made a small pillow to put in the Easter Basket for Angeline. I sewed three small bunnies on it; a red and blue one with a gold one in between. We all knew that red is for Roderick and blue is for Tyler but I'm not so sure about Angeline's colour. Jake and I decided gold was perfect for Angeline. She can be so funny, adventurous, chatty, curious, and boy does she have an imagination, it's incredible the things she can imagine up, if that's even a term, but these to most people are hidden treasures like gold that you have to find or dig for, usually she keeps that treasure locked and hidden in a box, but at home she opens it up and we so enjoy those treasures. Every once in a while she will open it up elsewhere but mostly she keeps those locked away while displaying only her sensitive, quiet, kind, composed and beautiful self. One day she will leave that treasure chest open for all to see, and throw away the key.
There is this three-kilometre hike that the people used years ago to portage around the waterfall. At the end of this hike is another small waterfall in the trees, we spent a lot of time on this hike and took many photos. While hiking I kept thinking what it would be like if Roderick were there, how many times would he climb the fence, how many times would he walk to close to the sharp drops and how scary would that be, but then, before he left I wasn't nearly as fearful as I am now. What would he even be like at 20, how different are 20 year olds from 16 year olds? It was a bit chilly in the evening but we had a beautiful day to hike. It rained the day we arrived but stopped before we got there and rained the last night as well, but it was a good trip.
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